If you want what we have to offer, and are willing
to make the effort to get it, then you are ready to
take certain steps. These are the principles that
made our recovery possible.
1. We admitted that we were powerless over our
addiction, that our lives had become unmanageable.
2. We came to believe that a Power greater than
ourselves could restore us to sanity.
3. We made a decision to turn our will and our lives
over to the care of God as we understood Him.
4. We made a searching and fearless moral inventory
of ourselves.
5. We admitted to God, to ourselves, and to another
human being the exact nature of our wrongs.
6. We were entirely ready to have God remove all
these defects of character.
7. We humbly asked Him to remove our shortcomings.
8. We made a list of all persons we had harmed, and
became willing to make amends to them all.
9. We made direct amends to such people wherever
possible, except when to do so would injure them or
others.
10. We continued to take personal inventory, and
when we were wrong promptly admitted it.
11. We sought through prayer and meditation to
improve our conscious contact with God as we
understood Him, praying only for knowledge of His
will for us and the power to carry that out.
12. Having had a spiritual awakening as a result of
these steps, we tried to carry this message to
addicts, and to practice these principles in all our
affairs.
This sounds like a big order, and we can't do it all
at once. We didn't become addicted in one day, so
remember - EASY DOES IT.
There is one thing more than anything else that will
defeat us in our recovery; this is an attitude of
indifference or intolerance toward spiritual
principles. Three of these that are indispensable
are honesty, open-mindedness and willingness. With
these we are well on our way
We feel that our approach to the disease of
addiction is completely realistic, for the
therapeutic value of one addict helping another is
without parallel. We feel that our way is practical,
for one addict can best understand and help another
addict. We believe that the sooner we face our
problems within our society, in everyday living,
just that much faster do we become acceptable,
responsible, and productive members of that society.
The only way to keep from returning to active
addiction is not to take that first drug. If you are
like us you know that one is too many and a thousand
never enough. We put great emphasis on this, for we
know that when we use drugs in any form, or
substitute one for another, we release our addiction
all over again.
Thinking of alcohol as different from other drugs
has caused a great many addicts to relapse. Before
we came to N.A., many of us viewed alcohol
separately, but we cannot afford to be confused
about this. Alcohol is a drug. We are people with
the disease of addiction who must abstain from all
drugs in order to recover.
These are some of the questions we have asked
ourselves: Are we sure we want to stop using? Do we
understand that we have no real control over drugs?
Do we recognize that in the long run, we didn't use
drugs-they used us? Did jails and institutions take
over the management of our lives at different times?
Do we fully accept the fact that our every attempt
to stop using or control our using failed? Do we
know that our addiction changed us into something we
didn't want to be: dishonest, deceitful, self-
willed people at odds with ourselves and our fellow
man? Do we really believe that, as drug users, we
have failed?
When we were using, reality became so painful that
oblivion was preferable. We tried to keep other
people from knowing about our pain. We isolated
ourselves, and lived in prisons built out of our
loneliness. Through this desperation we sought help
in Narcotics Anonymous. When we come to Narcotics
Anonymous we are physically, mentally, and
spiritually bankrupt. We have hurt long enough that
we are willing to go to any length to stay clean.
Our only hope is to live by the example of those who
have faced our dilemma, and have found a way out.
Regardless of who we are, where we came from, or
what we have done, we are accepted in Narcotics
Anonymous. Our addiction gives us a common ground
for understanding one another.
As a result of attending a few meetings, we begin to
feel like we finally belong. It is in these meetings
that we are introduced to the Twelve Steps of
Narcotics Anonymous. We learn to work them in the
order they are written and to use them on a daily
basis. The steps are our solution. They are our
survival kit. They are our defense, for addiction is
a deadly disease. Our steps are the principles that
make our recovery possible.