July 31 - Freedom From Active Addiction

[MajestyJo]

July 31
Freedom From Active Addiction

"Narcotics Anonymous offers only one promise and that is freedom from active addiction, the solution that eluded us for so long."

Basic Text, p.102

NA offers no promises other than freedom from active addiction. It is true that some of our members meet with financial success in recovery. They buy nice houses, drive new cars, wear fine clothes, and form beautiful families. These outward signs of prosperity are not the lot of all of our members, however. A great many of us never achieve financial success. This does not necessarily reflect on the quality of our recovery.

When we are tempted to compare ourselves to these other, seemingly more affluent members, it is good to remember why we came to the rooms of Narcotics Anonymous. We came because our lives had fallen down around us. We were emotionally, physically, and spiritually defeated. Our Basic Text reminds us that "in desperation we sought help from each other in Narcotics Anonymous" We came because we were beaten. For addicts, even one day clean is a miracle. When we remember why we came to Narcotics Anonymous and in what condition we arrived, we realize that material wealth pales in comparison to the spiritual riches we have gained in recovery.

Just for today: I have been given a spiritual gift greater than material wealth: my recovery. I will thank the God of my understanding for my freedom from active addiction.

pg. 221

[MajestyJo]

Love this. For me it is about awareness. When I find myself in an obsessive state of mind about 'people, places and things' I have a Higher Power and a program on which I can rely.

Addiction has always been a mental state for me. Some is good, more is better. When I feel myself going into that mind frame, I know I need to stop, look at where I am at and whre I am heading, and apply the Step.

That is the freedom for me. The steps are applicable to all areas of my life.